Slipping away

Feels like you're slipping away

And I'm doing my best to hold you

All my effort is useless

Do you really want me to let go?

Being with you felt amazing

Haven't felt like this in years

Waiting for you my heart was racing

Thinking in so many things my mind was spacing

You're so pretty my hands were shaking

Can't stop imagining me and you dating

Talked all the time during endless nights

We Really had a connection I could feel it

That really hit, shit was legit

But now I feel you fading

What did I do wrong?

Fuck corona why is this shit so long

We could've been together by now

This pandemic didn't let us go out

And now I'm writing this song

Cause I can't hold you any longer I don't know how

Feels like you're slipping away

And I'm doing my best to hold you

All my effort is useless

Do you really want me to let go?

Why don't you talk to me the way that you did before

Did I change my personality am I just a bore

Wish you felt the same way 

Now you're just going away 

I feel you further and further 

What can I do should I go after her 

I can't run my knee is fucked 

Don't make me run after you I can't keep up

I'm out of breath pour me a cup 

I'm gonna fight I ain't letting go so easily 

Just wanted for us both to make an effort evenly 

That way we would be something for sure 

Let's be mature, you're something I wanna secure 

This right now is just a detour, we must endure 

I see the happy ending in this story 

I know this is corny I just don't like when you ignore me. 

Feels like you're slipping away

And I'm doing my best to hold you

All my effort is useless

Do you really want me to let go?

Right now

I've been feeling a little down lately 

wish things would be more easy

maybe I'm just too greedy

gotta find a girl cause I'm needy

still don't know what to do with my career

I've been feeling like I don't belong here

maybe I'm just not being sincere

sometimes i just want to disappear

I wanna do so many great things

music, rap, twitch, YouTube, no strings

playing all night makes us feel like kings

wish we could fly but we have no wings

I don't even remember how it felt

that time when I saw you and my heart melt

the heart where one time my feelings for you dwelt

everyday felt like someone was whipping me with a belt

I’m under so much pressure right now

Because right now I don't even know right now

Wish I was a kid again right now

Escape all the drama and the trauma right now

it has been some damn cold days

sitting inside writing some essays

hope that some day my work pays

and these moments will just be a phase

my vision is blurred but I'll be alright

this is just a storm during the night

clouds keep gathering but the road looks bright

ready to move on, another day another fight

Everyday i learn something brand new

a new word a new skill that will do

I have a big dream I want to pursue

maybe if I keep at it one day it will be true

Trying to change this world with my lines,

Leaving a legacy every time I spit a rhyme,

Sometimes I wonder if people really take notice,

Of the meaning behind my raps and who wrote this.

The greatest pain

The greatest pain that comes from love

is loving someone you can never have

you fit me like a glove

but you're someone I can never have

After all this time I'm still in love with you

And that's why I can never love again

If I knew

that I was gonna feel this pain

I would never hop on that train

I think I'll never get over it 

but I will,

and it will be fine

you won't be mine

but I won't whine

I'm done with hurting

I wanna go to sleep without thinking of you

6 anos

Seis anos depois

Ainda mexes comigo

Quando estamos só os dois

Sinto-me vivo

Amor antigo

És a minha maior inspiração

Sempre foste

Não sais do meu coração,

Não sais desta caverna

Amizade eterna 

Fazes-me voltar a sentir

Aquilo que há muito não sentia

Algo cá dentro a emitir

Um calor difícil de exprimir 

Tinha saudades

De olhar para ti

De ouvir as tuas verdades

E alguns disparates

Da tua companhia 

Tudo isto me dá alegria

Quem diria

Depois de tudo que passamos

Aqui estamos

És das pessoas mais importantes para mim

Vou contigo até ao fim

Looking back

Looking back

Vejo boas memórias

Imensas histórias

Que espero um dia contar

A alguém que me irá amar

Mas nem todas foram ricas

Algumas que marcaram

Despedaçaram

Histórias de amor genéricas

Tear on the eye

But a smile on my face

Because I know how to erase

The pain so big I can't exemplify 

Ler o que escrevi

Em tempos passados

Lembra-me a dor que vivi

Tempos pesados

Agora o futuro me espera

Espero viver e guardar boas recordações

Passar bons momentos tirar fotos na riviera

Encontrar novas inspirações

Can't sleep

It's 2am in the morning

I should be sleeping

My thoughts are unlined

I can't get you off my mind

I think of all the things

we could do if you were here

I would quote some Shakespeare 

I bet you would love to hear

grab a car and disappear

but this is what distance brings

we can't fly because we have no wings

One day we'll be together

do all of this and more

whatever the weather

I will always open you the door

I'm getting sleepy

I can easily go because I know

That you're gonna be there

On my dream

Eating ice-cream

I join and say "Hello"

"Are you going to share?"

New beginning

I told you he was not worth it

But you still took it

Now don't be sad

I'm still here

Not everything's bad

Wanna go for a beer?

Let's talk like before

I'll take you to the candy store

I bring my guitar

We sing while we smoke a cigar

Watching the stars

Having the best time

Doing it is not a crime

Don't give poor excuses 

I know you want to

Don't be afraid 

I'm not accepting refuses

You know it's true

I'll be here waiting

Whenever you're ready

I don't want any dating

I just want you as a friend

I know this isn't the end

It's only the beginning

Cause

Catching feelings is a no
Let me tell you how it goes
Curves's the word, spin's the verb
Lovin'it curves so freak what you heard

I like the way you work it
No diggity, I got to bad it, bag it up now
I like the way you work it 
No diggity, i got to bag it up

I like you

 I think of you

When I see a beautiful sunrise

I think of you

When I see the pretty night skies

I think of you

When I see a colorful rainbow

I think of you

When I see blooming flowers in a row

I think of you

When I smell a fragrant rose

I am glad you are the girl

My heart chose

Every time I look at you

My senses go out of control

My body starts shivering

And I eventually freeze up like a pole

Every time I look at you

My palms get sweaty

My mind goes totally blank

Because you are so pretty

Every time I look at you

My eyes start fluttering

My lips break into a smile

My heart starts to sing

Vida

Não gosto da minha vida
Ninguém a devia ter
Custa muito a ser vivida
Não foram poucas as vontades de morrer

Não sei o que é ser amado
Estou à espera de ser encontrado
Mas não vou conseguir
Não aguento mais o que estou a sentir

It's fucking bad
I grew up without knowing my dad

Tu mal sabes que eu existo
E quando eu for?
Depois não adianta rezar por cristo

Não falta vontade
É difícil me conter
A morte não me assusta
O que me assusta é a forma de morrer

Ao menos tenho bons amigos
Talvez a única razão para continuar aqui
Vou seguir os meus sentidos
Porque o meu coração só me leva ti
E isso eu não quero
O teu interesse por mim é zero

Acabou

Soube das novidades
Que para mim foram horríveis tempestades
Vou ter que esquecer
Coração já chega de doer

Gostava que fosse mais simples
Tirar-te da minha cabeça
Às vezes sonho contigo
Tens algum remédio para prevenir que isto aconteça?

Imaginava-nos juntos
Mas na minha mão não vieram trunfos
Era só a minha imaginação
Acredita marcas-te o meu coração

Marcas que para sempre vão ficar
Não importa se outra pessoa irei amar
Elas lá vão permanecer
Até ao dia em que eu morrer

Entonces hasta luego
Esto para mí no es un juego
My heart is sinking
Go catch it what are you thinking
Je dis adieu à vous
Mon cœur se serra comme un caillou