Right now

I've been feeling a little down lately 

wish things would be more easy

maybe I'm just too greedy

gotta find a girl cause I'm needy

still don't know what to do with my career

I've been feeling like I don't belong here

maybe I'm just not being sincere

sometimes i just want to disappear

I wanna do so many great things

music, rap, twitch, YouTube, no strings

playing all night makes us feel like kings

wish we could fly but we have no wings

I don't even remember how it felt

that time when I saw you and my heart melt

the heart where one time my feelings for you dwelt

everyday felt like someone was whipping me with a belt

I’m under so much pressure right now

Because right now I don't even know right now

Wish I was a kid again right now

Escape all the drama and the trauma right now

it has been some damn cold days

sitting inside writing some essays

hope that some day my work pays

and these moments will just be a phase

my vision is blurred but I'll be alright

this is just a storm during the night

clouds keep gathering but the road looks bright

ready to move on, another day another fight

Everyday i learn something brand new

a new word a new skill that will do

I have a big dream I want to pursue

maybe if I keep at it one day it will be true

Trying to change this world with my lines,

Leaving a legacy every time I spit a rhyme,

Sometimes I wonder if people really take notice,

Of the meaning behind my raps and who wrote this.